I sit in my throne of pride, Saying I’ve got nothing to hide; "An inhuman person, holding face, One will never see his fall from grace."
The tension starts to strangle, And my body I’ll continue to mangle; "A hardworking soul, who’ll never tire, Even as the bar raises higher and higher."
My love increases, yet I sit and wait. It’s over my head, I’m starting to suffocate. "Married to his work, he will not love. He lies not in such concepts, but far above."
I don’t know what’s happening to me, My life is continuing into uncertainty. "He knows what to do, he’s set on a path, His definite success will fill him a bath."
I don’t need attention, the problems are mine. I won’t ever worry another, It will work out fine. "For him, things will always go right. He’s hand in hand with luck’s vast might."
Things always find a way... "His present & future are rather gray..."
This is my actual self versus what I think people think of me (quotes). People oftentimes reinforce these thoughts, and I end up falling further into this cycle. In the second to last stanza, I am saying that it will be fine in a dying hope.