The unquenchable horror that haunts the living a terrifying feeling of doom and death come over me at night hours to haunt my being and current mental and physical state putting me in a panicked state. I try my hardest to be brave and courageously fight off this feelings but it usually gets the best of me. When am in between awake and sleep and am about to cross the threshold to be fully asleep it's when this nocturnal terrors come and attack me. I am currently under medicine to keep this from happening the medicine does work for a time but over time becomes less and less effective. I dread sleep for this very reason. I will however find a way to cope I always have. I see hope in the near future to get this problems resolved. God will see it thru to hopefully divinely heal me. All my struggles will some day end. The Good Shepherd will guide his Sheep to living water to rejuvenate the weary souls of the living.