new year overcast sky cold surrounds me i want to cry
i try to be different i try to find change but embracing joy is foreign and strange
living's still hard when will that stop i submit to the challenge to not be a prop
in my own life i will take back the lead i will rattle the stars seek adventures i need
crazy that the first two paragraphs were written before counseling and the last after.. close your eyes. breathe. find someone to talk to and live your life.