I haven't been able to write a lot . . . or talk to the person I love. Not because I don't want to but because I literally couldn't! Around December 19 I got in a major car accident. I needed over 53 stitches, I have bone bruising, I've been in a lot of pain not gonna lie. but when my life flashed before my eyes, I saw my BFF Chris (yk the one who helped me a while back). and I saw the person I love the most . . . But my mom, is letting me have cosmetic surgery to cover the scaring. But none the less I did get to come home for the holidays even if the reason was to see a doctor or two. so it's like 3 am and I can't stop crying I'm in so much pain, both physical and mental. Thought I'd give an explanation, on why I haven't been able upload. I have been writing, in a notebook someone gave me.
I you Noah, I saw our entire relationship flash before me. And I've come to realize, I regret nothing, how could I? When I read what you texted me . . . . I started to cry again ngl lol.