I wonder if people still appreciate me
I wonder if I will make it to the top
If only things are easy
If pain doesn't hurt at all
Why would I?

I wonder If I could still play music at different time
Will I pass the exact time?
Or just stop for a moment
Pause and reflect for the melody by itself
If only I could play silly things like yours

If things were mess up,all of a sudden
Then its still useless
If my eyes can only see for the real things
If only my ears can hear the exact tune of your guitar
Possibly It will go through the **** motion

Yes! Indeed
The real music is here i am
If only I could reward myself for making the opportunity
The real things are worth painful and sweat
The real mess is definitely great.