I thought I was done
I fought long and hard
I thought it was done.
I deserve the win. I fought so hard.
I took all the beatings. I took all the punches to the face, the kicks to the stomach, and the cuts to my heart .. I deserve this, I deserve the win.
why won't you let me be why won't you leave me alone?
I gave myself to you long enough, you became my "best friend" .. you were all that was in my mind. This isn't fair
These thoughts aren't okay. what did I do to deserve this?
you almost took me away from my family, was that not enough?
you need to leave.
THIS ISNT OKAY! IM NOT OKAY!
please help. there's an intruder in my head and he won't leave.
he's covering my mouth and won't let me speak. I'm sitting in a room alone please help he won't let me leave.
I am screaming for helping... you just can't hear it please tell me you can see it
I can't take this feeling anymore...