Am I awful? Because I still think you're using me Just because I'm nearby and she isn't Is it okay for me to keep feeling like this? You told me not to pursue but I never intended to You have her And she has everything I don't
I know I'm annoying A pain in the neck An easily flustered girl But you called me cute You said you loved my laugh
It hurts me so badly Knowing that you can't see How badly it cuts me When you say things like that
When you trace circles over my skin I want to cut it off Not because I hate you But because I can't stop falling
I hate myself for falling for you Because you have her And I'm just me
So please spare me my feelings And tell me, Am I awful?