love is just a word with many meanings. I can say i love you but not really mean it. the word love can be very misleading. A four letter word, yet has the power to be deceiving. its a shame how many times i felt "love", yet to look back and realize it wasn't really love, it was me trying to find someone to love because i couldn't love myself. I have tried so hard just to get hurt over and over again. Everyone i was hurt by, i claimed that i loved. Love makes you do crazy things they said. But what is this "love" they are talking about, where can i find it? The only "love" that i experienced was the love that was hiding.