Ice cold rain dripping down the bathroom floor, the chairs on the balcony empty and grey grey clouds over the ocean impede her going out sides always November means gray rain and unrest, a coldness as a distance from him, them, the palm trees at least not waving breaking the sky, into disarray her thoughts will travel disquietly unappreciated and loved in the dark in an empty room in the light surrounded by happy goodbyes. Fall.