I've never had a physical fear
I've jumped out of planes
I've played with snakes
I've let's spiders crawl all over my skin without a blink
I've walked alone at night
But right now I'm terrified

I've been so lost before
I've hurt and i've cried
I've battled darkness and lost
I've woke up every morning having to think of a reason to live
I've lost that battle before
But somehow I didn't die

I've found the my way again
Ive got my will to live
I've got reasons to fight
I've found my spark again and want to thrive in my life
I've got to do this for them
But how I'm terrified I'll break