Baby, do you want me to
be your chevalier and
walk you down the aisle,
towards him, your peony?
I am okay with you refusing
an already condemned proposal,
But, move to the side
and leave a fragment of space
for me
while I witness the last part of your
silhouette leave me behind.

Honey, permit me to
make your favorite coffee
for you one last time,
lit up that cigarette for you
and you can ******* out
like its fumes
but I will stay with you
like its smell.
Don’t leave me.
Not yet, not now.
Aren’t you supposed to be
my china doll,
so why are you trying to
unpave this path we once created?
Try not to wear that
veil to blind yourself from the
brokenness you created
in front of you, me.
Let it for once
play the role to fill that void,
and let it’s light twirl you
into realizing that heaven isn’t him.

Baby,
Baby,
Baby,
say no to Alex,
And yes to me.
Else move to the side
and leave a fragment of space
for me
while I witness the last part of your
silhouette leave me behind
and you
witness me gulping these
rainbow of pills,
burning down this undefined feeling. -