You were the first that I truly loved that I cared for the most that I appreciated the most & valued.
You were the first that gave me a taste of what loving someone, what appreciating someone & valuing someone felt like.
But in the end, you were the one that made me feel worthless, invisible & never enough.
Maybe I’m giving you too much credit. Maybe I was delusional this whole time. Maybe you weren’t the first But you were the one who impacted me the most.
You taught me how to love & hate at the same time.
sad how much I give out will always goes to waste.