When your lover has abandoned you There are infinite limitations Towards making any headway against The empty pages of your solitude and turmoil They take for granted the lanterns That you've rubbed and polished With magnanimous piles of spit and silliness Over a thousand lifetimes you've attempted To mend your tired and divided mind With the deepest respect For the old magic and it's capacity To transform being into beauty And anger into humility When otherwise we'd all be nothing more Than a few unpolished pearls Desperately cast before life's eroding shoreline Still we were shunned for our silences And warned not to run or there'd be violence So we drifted into sinister desperation And underlying our vacations In the dirtiest of places (imagine FL or Las Vegas) Was the collective memory Of a disheveled old kitchen That felt like it was the safest place That you had ever been to