Every ******* day I stare at my **** wall
Let me ******* say why I try dare us all
Risk it all, drain it down the hole
I will fall either way I worth no ****
Say that's it, **** that ****, break that ****, its over *****
I am cursed and I rehearse my words to make what hurts
A surge of reversed words make turns
In the minds they learn the time
Controls our lives and lies shout out to fly
Into ears and eyes and we hear wise
But we know it fake it breaks our aches
In our heads and makes it easy
Except it's cheesy and fake, break that
Break the ice and make your ways
Take that **** and play the game
You are one being **** what they all say
I can say that I am the man that will rise
I can play this game until the day that I die
Look me in my eyes and try to overcome
Then run back to the track and do miles by the night
By the day and I will crave you to play my tracks
In your ears and the years go by but you play no lines
I say more lines and they get less likes, at least I tried
You made it while I fell but I tell this story to more lives
I'm goin' to hell
I rise back from my grave and I save myself
I am the one that will be in the books
I am the one that will get good looks
The one that will die with a book about my whole life
I am broke I am no one now but later I will rise
I will be in the sky and look down on the guys
I inspired, they make me cry and I wonder why
I am changed so much I hate I ****
I am no one to love
I love myself for the most but not what I chose
I went down a path and I am stuck
In reality I'll be in hell and I'll look up
That's why my next life I'm just a bug
No one to love