I cried and cried and cried I pleaded, thought I had died This must be hell I am in how did this happen again I fell in love and it broke me I begged God pleadingly just let me be loved please is He just a big mean tease? No, He set me free now it's amazing that I can see how the fear that controlled my mind has now all been left behind If He had given me what I wanted I'd have used it up and flaunted I don't need that I'm too good just wanted to know I could He changed my heart though so now I just go with the flow I know He's got a great plan and now I'm His biggest fan He did miracles gave me a sign while teaching me not to whine He knew that what I wanted why my soul was so haunted was because He was the one so now my life has begun I'm happier than I've ever been living a life free from my sin because He forgave me my past and He's saving the best part for last Now happiness doesn't depend on career or on money or men it bubbles up from inside so maybe I will be a bride or maybe I'll have lots of stuff but I don't need it to know I'm enough I know this all sounds a bit odd but it's because I'm a child of God