I’m in love with a ghost,
Its fluttering distracts me
As I run into walls trying to follow,
bruising my body.
It tortures me at night,
Drowning me in disappearing dreams:
Running from death,
Attacked by demons,
Unable to save them from fire.
But then
She’s there.
I smell flowers.
The perfume of old memories
surrounds me.
then I’m falling,
Terrified,
Falling,
I wake up.
Still falling,
I’m scared to escape,
So instead I stay, falling
In love with a ghost.