i cant decide if where i am is healthy or hell in the sense of burning flames, ****** games and all the names that come along with particular things. - i cant decide if im in love with you or with who ive painted you to be in my latest piece of the lord and the lover. im attached to the god in you, distant from the parts of you that are learned and programmed by the hands of destroyers of land, the hue that keeps man in a color block that separates and desolates, believe or not im desperate for hands to hold and a touch that knows when and where, that wouldn't dare to let me linger for long... -