And I hate it I hate how much I was like him How we both lived Our double lives Our kleptomania Similar Our sins Nearly the same I never once had a Meaningful conversation with that man And yet I had unknowingly become him I had become the enemy My father The one person I wanted nothing to do with He'd never show interest In his girl my brothers they don't even know how lucky they are To be blind To have him their whole childhood I always wanted a father But it took at least ten years To realize that the father I wanted wasn't him The father I wanted did not exist He still remains a dream I was in my biological fathers footsteps Following him blindly and it took his suffering his true identity to be revealed for me to understand that we're not right and this part of me No matter how little Says we both have the same genetics that make us uncontrollable Its not our faults it something in our Dna the blood we share I, despite my dislike and lack of love for him Still want him Want us to have a legitimate reason for our wrongs He's not my dad and he never will be But we share blood I cannot deny that fact No matter how little I like it.