she knows there’s nothing that can be done his last day to live had just begun she wants to scream, to shout, to flee to spend just one more morning sipping coffee on the dock and he’ll come up behind her and start to talk about his adventures when he was young he’ll chuckle, he’ll laugh, he’ll click his tongue “soon he’ll be back” she tells herself and they’ll have that morning sipping coffee by themself all she wants is for that day to come “wake up, wake up” she whispers in his ear knowing full well the person she knew is no longer here family starts to say their goodbyes they know this isn’t the end, but they still start to cry the man they once knew, strong and tough was brought down to nothing, and that’s enough to make a person lose hope death really is a slippery ***** but she knows that the day will come when she’ll see him hammering nails in the heat of the sun as she leans her head on his chest she says goodbye and let’s him rest