if i never saw you again, i think i would be okay. i hate myself for missing your touch, the warmth of your hands in mine felt like the world spun for us. i hate myself for missing your words, they made me feel like we were the only people in this universe. you are everything and nothing at the same time. i could get lost in your eyes and i remember asking if i could.
you made me feel bad for telling you you hurt my feelings. a side i've never seen before was revealed and the anger your emerald eyes held made you see red and i was afraid. i didn't back down. i let you go and sometimes i worry if i made the right decision. but i think if i never saw you again, i would be okay.