It's been a long few weeks, Smoking cigarettes waiting to suffocate, Drinking every night, I guess I really am Daddy's little girl, I've got all his tendencies, I just do what I've got to do, I've been in a really dark place, Where lights can't touch the sea, I can barely hear the crowd say my name, Am I awake, am I conscious, Working everyday, Telling all my coworkers, that I'm okay, Really I just want a shot of Jack, It'll help me sleep, I don't do much of that these days.