Desolation All the should-haves stacked like prison walls Make it impossible to see the sky What was big is now too small and Cannot hold the folly on it’s way to bury us. Crippled by the scorch, it won’t be possible To rearrange ourselves out of this crisis.
Desperation Incapable of letting go the few nice things That beautified our former lives, We know the tide is rising and we will sink Beneath the weight of all the detritus we clutch, Paying triple for the privilege of watching As we drown in bad decisions and remorse.
Depression Midnight tears that vanish in the arid air, Stifled sobs that can’t repair the breach Or heal the wounded vision of tomorrow That inches ever closer, in the waking hours Once designated as the time for sleep Now put to dreary use as time for weeping.
Denigration Too pale for the blazing sun but briefly, We cower in the no less burning shade And guard the meagre treasures of our lifetime, Heaped in unmarked cartons in the corner Where they wait for designation to the dump Or hauled off piecemeal to a resale place
Denouement We could have seen that this would happen And lanced the hoarder’s boil before it broke. It would have been so less expensive In the pocketbook and in the soul But here we sit at midnight crying As catastrophe knocks on the door. ljm
This is a downer I wrote last year in the depths of depression. Don't let it depress you too. I'm much better now. It also involves the fact that we could no tpart with enough stuff when we moved to NV. We had to take it all, and found we had no place to put it.