Ok so I'm a recovery addict have been for a year and three months, Well that was the case before last Saturday, I ****** up, was messing around with a "friend" of mine and we got high af and then we messed around with each other if you get the jist. I just feel like **** knowing I let myself down and all my loved ones. But I'm not going to let that bother me. Im gon fight it and push myself to do better and beat my record. Any support from you guys would be amazing. Love all you guys