If you've ever represented your school in a competition, you'll remember that Months/weeks/days before the day of contest, You're subjected to exercises/tasks that were more rigorous than your peers' Timed challenges, tougher goals Sometimes, lesser resources were provided However, that is not considered torture but training While your peers were sleeping/playing, You were going through something "unpleasing" The good news is, no matter your place in the contest (won a prize or not), You're potentially better and more experienced than your peers. You would have learned things your peers didn't know.
Maybe the things you're currently going through Are preparatory grounds for greater wins that await you ahead Maybe God has permitted the challenges to come your way, not as torture but training And God does know your breaking point, It's not His desire to watch you break. Embrace the "unpleasing" tasks today, Knowing that there is a glorious win ahead.
This is not a piece coming from my heart or my mind. This is a piece coming from my Spirit. I hope it means something to someone.