Sometimes I feel like no one cares... They never listen to me. People walk by me on the streets and give me a look of disgust. Just because I wear chains, bulky rings, leather jacket and a flat bill. IN THE SUMMER!!!!  The lease I can do is help take it to your car. That is who I am. I've been through things most people do not go through everyday. I'm a disgrace to my family, they do not understand why I am like this.

Sometimes I feel like no one appreciates me... The other day at work, I got called up to the registers to help an older lady with her grocery. The moment she saw me she said that she can handle it. My coworker just gave me a sad smile. I WORK MY *** OFF TO KEEP THOSE **** SHELVES FULL OF PRODUCTS RUNNING BACK AND FORTH EVERY ******* DAY!!!!!! At the end of the day I am so stressed and exhausted that once I step foot in my room, I fall to the ground and curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out. I am 17 years old and I am already getting joint pain everywhere. I just want to end it all right here right now. I have school, work and not to mention the hell I have to go back home to.


PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP ME