you dressed me all in white which is nice because never before did i have a color. it was a crash, a caught-you, your serbian moon settled over me like a cloak like dust like space-time fabric and your foam bubbled to my skin in the adriatic sea. i am a mosaic of shattered coffee cup china and white lines painted on a tennis court in vermont and the snow that buried me when you drove away the last time i come to you in white i am sent away in white like your moon that settles on my shoulders like the fog the smoke you cannot see that rests on the lake in the early morning like the flecks of paint that flutter onto my desk when i thumbtack a new photo into the wall do you know what itβs like to be sent away in white