Always worrying about things I left Always a coach at heart I worry about ex players and if they are growing in the sport. I worry for my friends hoping their partner is treating them right! I miss training my gym team I wish they'd carry on but they give up without my supervision. I do my best to be an example I don't need others making an example of me. I hope the ones I love could do right but tend to hide out doing wrong in the blind spots. I did my workout not happy with the results I expect more from myself. I'm not where I'd like to be since I make time to help those stuck in a struggle. I don't get help or ask for the help but make it work. I don't have the best but truely want that for myself. Not afraid of risks or to fail I've been at the bottom and top