Overwhelmed with guilt, how can the thoughts be spoken and understood when gamut of emotion is playing over your head? How could you fall asleep when there are uncertainty with every storm to face and void to fill? Why are you shutting your eyes in anguish and lament in your sleep? Why do anger on the nerve will never settle down at ease? Did you take a moment to walk in someone else's shoe? Did you think twice before the words blatantly ended up hurting someone's pride? Perhaps, we are rotten from inside with no room for anyone. The house will remain a facade,the kids will value gadgets over bonds. Perhaps you're just a loving dead, waiting for the reaper to steal your soul. Perhaps, you could have been a better human; a better father, a better brother, a better love. With all the sorrows and stoical face, wait for your departure old man! Will meet you when the world ends, on the other side.