A pin dropped onto my carpet, but I thought it was a body hitting the floor, ran to check the front door, stopped to watch the cars’ light show. I found no danger but had to check again when I heard a voice two rooms and a floor away whisper, “You don’t need to sleep;” it felt like a dream. I laid back down. All the lullabies I sing when babysitting taste like caffeine. I lie in bed, in between awake and asleep, somewhere between nightmares and reality. The light switch won’t turn off, the sun is right in my eyes, I thought sleep was supposed to come naturally.