God, be with the boy i love. place your hand on every part of him and his life that i’m no longer able to and heal him of the pain i’ve caused. bring him as much happiness and success as possible in this world and help him to see that he is worth much more than he lets himself believe. Lord, please clear his mind of any darkness or belief i may have put in his mind that he is inadequate. carry him safely away and let no more pain or suffering be brought to a heart as pure and full as his. i know you will always love him more than i was ever able to show him i did. amen