Read this first...

https://hellopoetry.com/poem/3272878/first-kiss/

I don’t know when I fall in love with you...
I think it was always there...
When I first met you,
I wanted to protect you...
Want to guide...
Your shabby dressing...
And sleepy eyes...
Made me think so...

But when you started talking...
I understood, what I saw is so wrong....
That you don’t need any protection...
That may be, I will be the one who needed protection from you...

We became fast friends...
You were a fiery little one...
Who doesn’t care about what others think about you...
Do you know how many times I have scolded you...
To dress nicely...
May be to put a little makeup...
But you always smiled it off...

Whenever we talked about love...
You always said it’s not your cup of tea...
That you don’t believe in love...
And never going to fall in love...
But I couldn’t help...
But fall hard for you...

You wrote little letters to me everyday....
It was never a love letter...
But how I wished it was...
You made me write one too...
And it took me so many days to fill up one page...
You made me crazy...
You girl...
And told me not to fall in love with you...

And when you asked your parting gift...
I never asked you why...
I never hesitated...
May be I was being selfish...
To have my first kiss with you...

You don’t know how much I want to hold you forever after that kiss...
I wanted to tell you that I love you...
But knew that you’ll never accept it...
So I let you go...
Without any fight...
Because how can I fight for you...
If you are not by my side...