i haven't seen you stay in one place for more than a few days, like laying some roots will result in some catastrophic meltdown like being noticed will cause sirens to scream out "i want to be wanted, i want to be wanted, i want to be wanted".
isnt this the point, to pop up shop and take what little charity those who know what being loveless is like can provide. in short bursts a heart can be mended, the wounds sewn up and put up for sale like a clean bill of emotional health.
till the view begins to stagnate and the bones of all the half-healed ex-lovers begin to ache inside, the embers of a burnt out husk in the chest smoulders with the promise of "it'll be better elsewhere."
"they might want me elsewhere." "someone will love you elsewhere."