I am tired of the tears when I should be over you Dealing with the things you said and tasks you didn't do And you owe me for the millions of tears you made me cry But you in all your heartlessness will keep me where I lie
I am sick of the touch that whispered sweeter lies to me Bu I can't say it's all your fault since I chose to fall so eagerly I would say some wise thing of love and loss but this, dear, was not love at all And oh how I despise myself for wanting to answer when you call
I am weary of the faults which you showed my naked eyes The worthlessness you showed to someone who once shared your bluest skies Do you fail to see the venom in the lips with which you kiss my skin The deceit needed for you to find your temporary win
I will dread any love that comes to me this day forth Wondering and questioning the heavens of my worth Wretching instead of reaching for the silver lining of the clouds Knowing the loser's price when they sets their wages down
Now I know the warnings, the hints, the cautions my mind gave The reluctance in my mind that inevitably would have saved The mirror that I chose not to look in simply out of stubbornness And all the issues that we both had which I chose not to address
And I am tired of the tears when I should be over you The love that will come once again every time you're passing through The aching for the nicotine-like feeling that only you can quench And the tissues scattered on the floor with which my tears do drench