Her pain dissolves into fear, her hurt dissolves into anger and bitterness seeps through cracks in her clenched fists as she expels her anger upon others.
She is hurting, her anger swells as she dwells even when she knows she should not, but oh well.
Regret is what follows, after pain is swallowed - the consequences of her action.
She wants someone to listen, yet does not tell anyone. She wants to be helped, but accepts no one's hand.