How can I look for something I have no idea what I'm looking for ?

How can my heart want something it has never felt ?

How can my mind tell me something it has never experience ?

How ? How ? Can I give something that I don't understand ?

Can I truly offer anything that I have so little of ?

Is it possible ?

To be in a world that never really accepts you

The real person not the outer body experience you feel every time you wake

Not the mask you slip on just to get by

You !! You !!!

The real person with so many

Flaws

Habits

Ideas

Opinions

Lies

So much hurt

That person  that's who I want to know - to become- to love-to restore - to help- to understand

To Understand

To Understand