If only had the world allowed me, to be myself.. I didn't have to sit alone, besides my shadow, didn't have to hide from the world my true aficionado If only had the world allowed me, to be myself.. my eyes would have been filled with shimmers and not tears. my nights would have been filled with dinners and not lonely beers; If only had the world allowed me, to be myself.. my arms didn't have to wrap around to hug my shoulders my sanity wouldn't have been judged by apathetic beholders If only had the world allowed me, to be myself.. I would have had the courage to express my love for you.. life would have ended up colorful and not in blue..