mother
and son

star
and moon

you're delusional
I wish you never laid a hand on me
I'm a false god
a selfish man

with you
I will not reach heaven

we cut off our wings
you bathe in cold uncertainty

rip away
the life
from my eyes

I escaped
why did I come back

hiding away
I wear a dark shadow

you watch me
you hear me

emotionally tied to me

what if

I said

I don't want to live forever
I don't want to love you forever
I don't want to be with you forever

you
promised me
love and care

I lost myself
when I gave myself to you