Tame my undying passion for the irreparable pain you have caused me. I crave the toxic melodies of your words malice coated with an obsession I have yet to acknowledge. You abuse me but the adrenaline I get from your kiss after seems to devour the fragments of remorse I'm suppressing. " I love you " you say but love to you is when I am in my depressive state weak and vulnerable an unending hunger for your attention. You tell me how much you love my porcelain smile because whenever I have an urge to speak hopelessness drips from my lips an empowerment you need. You love to feel in control you have an unhealthy greed for power. I plead but you look at me with disgust in your eyes a look that cuts right through my heart the wounds lingers. " I own you" you say and make sure the words are engraved in your head. "I know" I smile a reflection of self-hate I have yet to perceive