Remember when you were just a kid How you would sit on the beach for hours Waiting for the Sun to finally set Sleep on the beach Because you were tired from the day Remember how you would get chased By the girls at your Elementary school Hahah you had good times Till you found out and could really understand That the woman who lived in your house Who always sent you off to school Who kissed you good night Who told you she loved you Remember how you felt How you grew so angry Because the truth was that this woman Wasn't your real biological mother Your real one abandoned you She left you at 13 months old Left in the middle of the day In *****, soiled diapers She would pass out from the alcohol Crash from the high That the drugs gave her Leaving you hungry for hours Waking up when your father came home Or her drug dealer wanted something in return Just because she didn't have the money Remember all of those things Remember when you met her for the first time She asked your stepmom "Who is that? Is that Jr?" Yeah it was you Grown up and matured Remember the thought that passed through your mind How can she not know who the ******* are Remember how angry you were See I know all of this because Well simply put I am you I am 17 years of age I want you to remember the way you were Because with age comes wisdom And I have been privelaged enough To have a good sense of observation I have become very wise Well we have become very wise See I miss those times When we would ride our skateboard Or try to blow things up with a firecracker Hahaha remember those times Look I don't know if you remember all of this But if you ever get a chance to read this Know that I hate us I hate all of the darkness I hate every poem I write I hate everything I think about Simply because the darkness is towards her The poems are written for nobody but somebody And the things I think about Keep me up well into the late hours of the day Robert I hope you get a chance to read this Because this poem may be the last You may never get a chance to read this Because I hate the fact that I have so much pain So much of useless emotions And I am tired of dying within words Written on a piece of paper I want to embrace death So hopefully one day you will read this Even if you come back in a different life As somebody or somehing else Just read at least one line of this So the past doesn't repeat itself I hope you can forgive me Sincerly, Robert Guerrero