When I was young, I thought that the only artists that there were, were the famous ones that I heard about, because there is this illusion in our culture that the famous people are the only visible people, so I thought that if I grew up and became an artist, poet, composer, musician, dancer, photographer, etc. that I would be one of the famous ones, but what I didn't know was that for every one of the famous ones, there are zillions of people on the bottom, who can't get anywhere, who work at the arts for their entire lives and their stuff winds up in the dumpster, and I found out that there are very few of us who wind up like Van Gogh, too, like that our art becomes famous after we die, so it's the one percent and ninety nine percent law of our culture that applies to the economy and also to this thing that I am involved with called art. Good Luck!