The year was quite normal
Nothing to special
A few old friends were found again
Like dried flowers
Beauty preserved overtime

But then I met her
This beautiful and amazing soul
She was so special
It sounds cheesy but when I saw the sun shine on her face

I felt lost

I didn't understand why such an amazing human was speaking to me

Her voice is like music
Her smile is contagious
Her stories are amazing
She has so much to offer this world

This world that is full of hatred and anger
It doesn't deserve her
We don't deserve her
I don't deserve her

And yet
She still decides to talk to me
She shares her voice
She shows her smile
She tells her stories

She shows me how to live
How to truly be yourself in this world

I share everything with her
Everything but those few words
I could never tell her
I wouldn't know how

How do I tell her how much she means to me?
How much she inspires others ?
How do you tell someone you love them?
You show it

And **** am I trying
But sometimes trying isn't enough
I'll tell her eventually
I'm just not quite ready yet

- Ive always loved you