The kettle boiled, switched itself off. He made tea, topped it with milk. He had never felt calmer. Today was the day.
He counted the strides to the station, One less than usual. The train was two minutes overdue. A robin just above him piped and trilled its cascading song.
The train came into view, now it was level with the end of the platform. This was the time. Before he could see the driver's eyes. He hesitated. The moment passed.