You are an angel. A bit like a bird, but less free. A bird can fly and sing wherever she pleases, but an angel's hands are bound in red ribbon, constantly paranoid, constantly pulled this way and that to ensure she never falls off the straight and narrow path losing her halo, bruising and tearing her wings.
At night, one can hear her sing attracting the attention of a bird whose powerful talons may untangle the ribbon and set her free. But she dismisses her with a smile, knowing that the one who has power over her has thousands of eyes, watching her every second of the day every second of the night constantly always from the eternal in between.