dear mom, you live in pain every day and it makes you hate your life
it also makes you hate me
I know you love me most of the time, and we have good times
But you can't help but make comments about my problems
You can't help but tell me what I do wrong
You can't help it
I know you can't
Your pain controls your life like my pain controls mine
But we never break and that's the ******* problem

You broke

it feels like you hate me more right now
You hate me for getting the help I need, while you are too scared to admit your problems
I was six when it happened
And it still feels like I lost my mother during that accident
I need you mom, but you need me more right now
I'll take care of everything
I'll help you get through it all
You aren't bad
You aren't evil
You are in pain
and if there's one person who knows what that feels like, it's me
I promise I will take care of you
But momma, I need you too