Trying to find an outlet for this hurt
It slices right through me
Like a hot knife to butter
I'm helpless
Trying to fight my hardest
But can't fight my way out a paper bag
I make myself busy and try and push myself
But it just takes over
I wear it like a blanket now
And when I try to out think it
He slams it over my head like a hammer
And I'm helpless again
I feel like nothing
Worthless
Even when I know I'm not
I can't shake this awful feeling
That I'm useless
Without you
And it disgusts me