CAER It's too much to handle CAER I can't do it anymore CAER I'm trying so hard to pick up the pieces left of me after almost ending my life, but there's so much pain CAER I can't keep up with the life around me CAER it feels like a cage CAER like I'm drowning CAER I can't breathe, can't make a sound CAER being at home isn't safe anymore CAER I'm getting worse and I don't know how to tell people around me CAER I just wish I could disappear, never existing in this life CAER I am tired and not the typical 'I need to go to bed' tired CAER I need to sleep forever to feel satisfied at this point CAER