"I love you", I wish to send, Blowing my cover And my missions. "Is it worth it?", You make me ask, To leave it all behind, And run to you. "Reply anything!", Yes, I've read. You know I do, always, Yet I hold myself back. "Trust me, I'll return", I almost sent, but, Reality suddenly struck Where promises fail. "Bye", a last text, Before the bullet Kissed my heart, Soothed my senses; "Thank you darling", I thought, unspoken, As her face flashed For one last time.