I am weak I do not have the strength to beat this cruel world I am... utterly... and inevitably... ... defeated
The world is depressed The happy are ignorant And sin is inevitable I feel like i failed, but winning wasnt possible, how does one enjoy life. I faked joy and i even thought it was possible. But as soon as i let myself think again I recognize how awful this world is... please pray that Ill one day be happy. I wont give up, even if I curse life the whole way