empty minded
i feel bombarded
reality doesn’t feel real
what did i miss?
it all feels like one big gap
is this really the aftermath?
forced anger causes amnesia
hating you seemed like a better idea at the moment
i thought i was immune to the past
and now every day that passes, i see you in the cracks
i tried to bury it deep
i gave it to the forgotten to have for keeps
my memory it seeps  
into the depths which set me apart
from unraveling
i’m traveling and moving along
your ghost follows me like the wind
each thought of you feels like a sin
i never thought about the world without you
i did it for a while
but to continue on?
it seems a little hard to grasp
i’m trying to find the words to say
i’m hoping we cross paths along the way
i tell myself to let it go
anything worth having is free flow
memories of you while i’m in a cocoon
distant lullabies
and the luminous moon
remind me of the nights well spent
we were both bent but also in love
i don’t want this push to coexist with another shove
maybe i’m just tired
i’ve been tired for a while now
counting the laughs
counting the tracks
i hope you make it back
our journeys parted
but we’re back to where we started
longing for each other as we always do
hello again
maybe we can be friends?