i closed my eyes and just listened to your voice. my head created a white room where there was nothing, no worries, no weight of the world. i opened my heart once again and let your voice, your light, in. how can someone be so beautiful? i opened my eyes and looked at you, really looked at you. the acne scars above your cheek, your long eyelashes that i would spend my days counting, the way the tip of your nose does that thing that i can't describe but it's beautiful, you are everything, you are beautiful.